Friday, April 15, 2016

Not grief. Not yet.

If I stare long enough
will these surf-scoured stones
on my window sill glow
green and pink like tourmaline
the way they were animated
by sound and rain when
I bent and picked them up?
Will they glow like embers
seething in a draft from the dark
outside? Do the stones remember
the difference between sound
and bay? Do they remember
when the glacier dragged its feet?
I will come upon more rocks
where sand blunts the ocean's edge
and I will place them on the sill
by the others wet with memory.

From Passaic Headwaters, Truman Beach near Orient, NY, Buffalo Mountain,
and the ones in this poem, from Ft. Worden.













"Sitting Waiting Wishing" by Jack Jackson makes me feel much more sad than this poem; hence the title.

Other notes:  In Praise of Shadows by Tanizaki Jun'ichirō (as the revisions progressed, has become less relevant for this poem). Keats on negative capability. I'm also slowly reading Dillard's Pilgrim at Tinker Creek.

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