Monday, September 3, 2018

Terre Verte


Terre Verte

The ripe red tomato was green first
and will return to green earth
when the pink and red flesh
fades to feed next seasons baskets of fruit.

The Tusquittee Painting Queens
laid down an undercoat of terre verte
to neutralize the red and pink
and make cheeks and hands glow

Hands that cup a butterfly, a hummingbird
Hands that hold a newborn or follow your
lover around the dance floor

Chloe made a warm space
for the Tusquittee Queens to paint and drink tea

To Chloe, from a distance,
you were loved by all.
I stroked her cheek
brushed her hair back from her eyes
I held her hand in mine
as in prayer
and promised her
I would love her the rest of my life

To Chloe, from a distance,
This could be you here
and me there
spread across the green earth.

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Prayer from Gray’s River

Prayer from Gray’s River

When a mother kills the light in her son’s eyes
god moves stone like water for miles
and ash rains for months.

I collect mudstone from a bleached river bed
exposed by floods that come
most winters. I build

a cairn on my window sill. If I leave
the cairn sit memories leach
away so sometimes

when I’m strong I take a piece and taste the grit.
The last time I admonished Jack
I can’t recall my words

but under a glaring sun, I see his flushed cheeks,
his sweat-matted hair brushed back. I see
tears as he watches me

instruct him to work harder with the same eyes
that challenged his mother. It’s not like
I’m going to die!


he vowed two nights before she drugged him and
drowned him with a pillow.

The memory is unlithified--I return it
gently--undo only the slightest
flake with my breath.

(previous draft: click here.)

Monday, April 2, 2018

Approaching getting louder

Approaching getting louder


Listening from other rooms
to half answers half heard about school
I close my eyes, think of trees
and husband my fathering opinions.
I can ignore a car backfiring,
the curdling screams of bleeding cats,
the helicopter throbbing overhead,
but news about her hard day
or planned family outings
sends me readying. Listen.
My ringing ears hear gasoline drip
in every mothering voice.

Friday, December 1, 2017

Thursday, November 30, 2017

In place for fire (v3)

Just go sit in the rubbered uncirculated air
a step or two down from the cold terrazzo landing
where yellow pipes run up the cinder block wall.
Where water smolders behind red valves
with brass gauges ready to erupt throughout
the institution. I don’t go into the cave to hide
from wolves. I go for this: no whirring motors;
no leaking earbuds; no one reciting from their
collected injustices.  I can wait years for the words
sheltered from those thoughts of others.

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

The Nationalist's Delusion, by Adam Serwer

We are in the middle of a political civil war over our soul--America's soul--on two fronts: racism and sexism. This article in The Atlantic lays out the racism front. (I'd also like to note American isn't alone in this.)

Political and Media elites create other explanations for the 2016 election, because, this one, racism, is too destructive, perhaps even to their own personal esteem.
These supporters will not change their minds, because this is what they always wanted: a president who embodies the rage they feel toward those they hate and fear, while reassuring them that that rage is nothing to be ashamed of.
The specific dissonance of Trumpism—advocacy for discriminatory, even cruel, policies combined with vehement denials that such policies are racially motivated—provides the emotional core of its appeal. It is the most recent manifestation of a contradiction as old as the United States, a society founded by slaveholders on the principle that all men are created equal.
The idea that economic suffering could lead people to support either Trump or Sanders, two candidates with little in common, illustrates the salience of an ideological frame. Suffering alone doesn’t impel such choices; what does is how the causes of such hardship are understood.
Which scapegoat is more attractive: Wall Street and corporate America or that others (minorities, immigrants) are getting help that you deserve?
... what Trump’s supporters refer to as political correctness is largely the result of marginalized communities gaining sufficient political power to project their prerogatives onto society at large. What a society finds offensive is not a function of fact or truth, but of power. It is why unpunished murders of black Americans by agents of the state draw less outrage than black football players’ kneeling for the National Anthem in protest against them. It is no coincidence that Trump himself frequently uses the term to belittle what he sees as unnecessary restrictions on state force.
Birtherism is a synthesis of the prejudice toward blacks, immigrants, and Muslims that swelled on the right during the Obama era: Obama was not merely black but also a foreigner, not just black and foreign but also a secret Muslim. Birtherism was not simply racism, but nationalism—a statement of values and a definition of who belongs in America. By embracing the conspiracy theory of Obama’s faith and foreign birth, Trump was also endorsing a definition of being American that excluded the first black president. Birtherism, and then Trumpism, united all three rising strains of prejudice on the right in opposition to the man who had become the sum of their fears.
In this sense only, the Calamity Thesis is correct. The great cataclysm in white America that led to Donald Trump was the election of Barack Obama.
Abraham Lincoln began the Civil War believing that former slaves would have to be transported to West Africa. Lyndon Johnson began his political career as a segregationist. Both came to realize that the question of black rights in America is not mere identity politics—not a peripheral matter, but the central, existential question of the republic. Nothing is inevitable, people can change. No one is irredeemable. But recognition precedes enlightenment.

Thursday, November 9, 2017

Who is George Papadoupolos? Updated 11/9/17


Who is George Papadopoulos? Tuesday from the Washington Post:
The court documents do not answer a key question: whether Papadopoulos also told his superiors that he had met a London-based professor who claimed to know that the Russians had "dirt" on Democratic candidate Hillary Clinton, including thousands of her emails.
Also Tuesday, NYT reports on Trump campaign's foreign policy team starting with Flynn. We get to Papadopoulos about halfway through. He is a minor player, but many prosecutions start low and work their way up.



Trump's whole team was marginal; he personally could care less about foreign policy. But it was oddly pro-Russian, and Trump did care a great deal about building a Trump property in Moscow. (At this time in the campaign (when he called Papadopoulos an "excellent" guy), I personally don't believe he thought he'd win, and was just enjoying himself, thumbing his nose (polite way to put it) at everyone and believing his was increasing the value of his brand.

More reporting Friday by Caldwell and Thorp of NBC:
  • foreign policy panelist at Republican National Convention
  • September 2016 interviewed by Russian Interfax as Trump campaign representative
  • January 2017 met Israeli leaders
Papadopoulos's "Professor" Mifsud has gone to ground.

Her name is Olga Vinogradova.